i won't be a liar ^_^

day by day i've passed without you, who have ever made me smile , angry , laugh , even cry.. 

although this isn't count as months or years (this is the 5th day)  but this like as 10 years counted.. 

the truth is that we have no relation , anymore ..

sometimes i got so scared to face the conditions in my mind

this gonna be f**k

absolutelly foolish me ^___^

5 days ago , i try to told the truth

i just wanna him knew 

i just didnt want to be a hypocrite's girl

i couldnt kept this on a big liar

i couldnt lied in whoever (it's not with the exception of you) more

am i in a wrong way to told you bout the fact?

dunno who wish it, it was no reaction anymore then.. ANYMORE..

who delibertely to kept on silence

this gonna be silence among us

this gonna be disguisting , you know ^_^

realize that i just a little girl

i dunno anything

that i know now on is that my 'pure' heart has been painting by thing

particularly , i dunno what way he would token for this

if this would ended here

i'll realize on myself to wake up from this nightmare 

and i'll say thanks to you

thanks for everything , for the lol passed activity , the disgrace moments we've ever passed

but if thisgonna be on the contrary

i'll also say thank, for the pleasently ^_^

now on , that i know was i've been told him, the way after?  who knows? 

only God and himselves